Chapter 31 & 32 : Overcoming Trauma
🌹Jayson”s POV🌹
Have you ever wondered why I kissed Jasmine in the first place about a week ago?
Have you wondered why I also want to explore every single inch of her, devoring her completely while she she shuddered at my every touch…. watching her stifle her sounds while I did my magic on her?
I’ve always seen kissing as a pointless activity and that’s why most of the girls I’ve been with, never knows what my lips taste like and I don’t bother to kiss them because it irritates the shît outta me.
My first kiss was with Jasmine, her soft lips covered in an emerald pink sweetness that I can’t seem to get enough of, and that’s why I had the urge to kiss her that very day.
Thinking about it now as she’s pinned down on my grip, her eyes barely opened as soft moans exoded from her cute lips makes me realize how dumb I’ve been not to notice my shining star in front of me all this while.
But right now, she’s been a very bad girl that needs to be taught a lesson, a pure, love making torturing lesson.
I grabbed her right thigh, caressing it gently as I have noticed it to become my favorite part of touching, it’s soft and plumb…. just like her lips…she of course had her hands over my shoulders and in the next minute, her legs were wrapped up over my torso as her back was still on the metal door, breaths for breaths as I felt like swallowing her whole, the atmosphere suddenly became hot as her hands dropped instantly on the hem of my shirt, trying to undo the buttons.
Eager eeh?
I grabbed her hands and she pulled away… looking at me from each corners as confusion flushed down her face, her lips were red and sore for the kissing and that sent a rush of adrenaline down to my lower region.
If it were other girls?, I wouldn’t mind tearing off their clothes while I fúck them senseless without them having the pleasure of what it feels like to be properly taken care of, but this ain’t other girls…. this is my Jasmine.
I want to watch her wriggle, swrim and scream while I take her, I want to watch every fùcking reactions she makes while I torture her with unraveling pleasure.
“Why did you stop me?” She asked as her breathes came out heavily, hitting myself as I hinted the sweet scent of the apple flavored vodka she drank earlier.
“You’ve been a bad girl and I’m going to make you understand what I meant by screaming my name… you dared me, remember?” I said and her lips parted slightly, her eyes widening in expectations.
🌹Jasmine’s POV🌹
I stared at him and I could see the desires in his eyes, something I haven’t seen in him before, I won’t deny…. he’s got me hooked as I felt my whole body vibrating from the rush of emotions earlier and I wanted more, I needed more, I want more than kissing, I can see it in his eyes that he wants me just as much as I want him.
I gulped down as his hands trails my thighs as a defiant smirk was plastered in his face, I felt something twitch underneath me and I can’t believe this boy is turning me on with just mere words, I want to see it come to life.
“Make me scream, please……” I mumbled softly and he smriked.
“I can’t hear you, what did you say?” He asked and I cussed inwardly, he’s trying to pay back for what I did to him when he tried cooking but this isn’t the right time to punish me, not when I’m throbbing helplessly.
“Make me scream” I said again, a little bit audible this time and he slowly took to the edge of the chair close by, eloping in between my legs as he looks down at me, my whole body reacting to every single move.
“Say it louder….. Star” he said calmly, not bothered by the fact that my core is literally breathing within my lace panties.
“Make me fùcking scream!,” I said louder and he smriked, bending down to the crook of my neck as he lashed wet kisses close to my collar bone, I grabbed him tightly as he continued teasing me.
“That wasn’t so hard now, was it?” he asked and I couldn’t say a word but nod due to his assault on me poor neck…
“Use your words, Star” he said and my eyes became hazy.
“It wasn’t….” I chewed on my words and he made me face him, his hand trailing up between my thighs as he pulled back a little, his hand still on my chin…I tried to look down but his strong hold on my chin prevented me.
“Don’t break eye contact” he whispered horsely and I gulped down….. nodding my head like a freaking high school girl.
The definat smrik on his face as I tried to keep a straight face, but who am I kidding?, His hands were now in between my thighs as I itched my breath, I felt his thumb caressing a particular spot and I tried not to move “so wet and ready for me Star” his nasal voice echoed through my ears and my eyes went shut.
“Don’t break eye contact and don’t scream” he said and eyes widened….I couldn’t believe it, why would he suddenly say that, it wasn’t part of what I asked for but turns out he wants to punish me for being a disobedient wife.
“Jay….” I trailed and he placed his index finger over my mouth as I him shift my panties to the other side and my breath ceased completely, my eyes were red with hidden pleasure as he returned his free hand to my chin, making me look at him…..his dark orbs glistening as his fingers gazed my dripping warmth.
“Be a good girl and listen to me, no arguments” he said and I didn’t even have the time to process what just came out of his lips as I felt him insert a finger into my wetness and I slapped my right hand over my mouth to cover the moan that threatened to explode from me.
His finger went deeper and tears coated my eyes as he removed my hand with a frown on his face, my breath got heavier and ragged as he gently worked his skilled finger in me, not breaking eye contact as I watched him, that wicked sweet smile on his face as he couldn’t help but enjoy the torture he’s giving me, I was dripping endlessly on his finger as my toe turls in my heels.
My hands grabbed each side of the chair as another finger slipped in and I subconsciously threw my head backwards…. trying so hard not to make a sound as his fingers became faster, he brought my head back and his upper body leaned forward…..his hand slowly leaving my chin and grabbing my throat as his fingers dived deeper.
I haven’t felt this kind of pleasure in my entire life, no one has ever made me feel this way…. despite the horrible things I’ve witnessed in the past, Jayson is making it turn into something beautiful, something breathtaking…. he’s making me dizzy with love….his sînful smrik making me throb harder as we stared at each other in the eyes, his making me vulnerable to his touch and he knows it.
A third finger interupts my thoughts as I couldn’t take it anymore….my whole body jerked as I shuddered completely….. I’m pretty sure my eyes rolled to the back of my head as my whole body moved to his rythm.
“Jayson!!!…. fúck!!!” I gasped loudly as I couldn’t hold it anymore and he smriks satisfying….. exactly what he wanted, exactly the expression he needed and I don’t mind being a little slût for him because he’s driving me nuts with his fingers…. innocent me.
He pulled me closer and synced our lips as I kissed him back hungrily while he continued his assault….his three fingers deep in places I never knew functioned in my body as I suddenly felt a huge rush from the pit of my stomach….my mouth flew open as I hugged him tightly, plugging deeper into the world of wild ecstacy as my much awaited release was at it’s peak.
Beads of sweat already formed a river on my body as I clutched onto him tightly, my legs shaking uncontrollably shamelessly as I shut my eyes closed, the expectation making my heart beat crazily as if it wants to rip off but then he pulled out…..my face turned white with disappointment as my throbbing cúnt made funny breaths.
Did he just leave me hanging?
“Not so fast, Star” he said as he carried me in his manly muscled arms, his lips all over my body as I melted in his touch, I didn’t know when but the next minute, I was in my room, a room meant for us but our stubborn heads refused to share it.
He placed me gently on the bed as he hovered me, I felt like a little sashqwash beneath him as he trails kisses all over me.
“Too much clothes….” My hands tugged at his shirt and I hurriedly took it off him, the clear expression as we drenched completely by the heat of the moment and he paused to look down at me…..his hands trails my chest as he suddenly tore off the gown, it was a light gown though but a stunned expression on my face as he flings it away…..I wasn’t wearing a bra.
“You really made me angry tonight…. don’t do that next time ” he said with serious tone as his hands trails on my boóbs….. peppering kisses on them as I moan silently…..he reconnects our lips and I slowly reciprocated….. things turned down slowly at once, our lips sync in a slow motion as if we were been remoted.
My hands lossened his belt as I pulled of his pants with his hands, I could clearly see the burge in his breefs, his lips not leaving mine as our siliva conjoined….he was now in his briefs as he kissed me down to my stomach and back upwards but stopped on my boobs….. “So beautiful” he rasped huskily, taking in it in his sînful mouth as he held the other one, squaring it in his hands and I gagged literally.
“Jay…. please!!” I moaned and I couldn’t believe my own voice as his name rolled off my tongue….he stopped and pulled me properly on the bed as he standles in-between my legs.
“You want me that bad?” He asked and I couldn’t take his teasing anymore.
“I want you, I need you…. please” I said loudly and he smriked as he tore my panties from the side, the naughtiness of this man as he pulled down his breefs and my eyes widened as I scurred backwards as I began having second thoughts about my desires of having him down there but he held me still.
I looked down at his length and back at him and he saw the fear in my eyes…. “Don’t worry, I won’t split you in half” he smiles as he kissed me deeply, slurping deeper as my legs hugged him, I was literally hugging him as I melted in his touch but my eyes widened as I felt his dîck penetrating me and I broke the kiss instantly.
“Oh my fúcking gawrd!, Jayson!!” I screamed out as I threw my head backwards, shaking it from side to side virgoursly, he paused as he looks at me, allowing me adjust to his size as tears trickled down my eyes, I clenched myself around him and sniffles as he started moving in and out of me in the slowest way as possible, I grabbed his face in my hands as I kissed him harder, our bodies fuised together as the soft clapping of our skins resonated the room.
“Jay!!….. damnit!!” I moaned loudly into the night,as I broke the kiss, he started going faster….by now I was used to his size and I fisted the sheets in my hands as my veins threatened to erupt…..I shut my eyes closed as I blown away into another dimension.
“Star….. fúck it!, your cúnt is hugging me so tighly” He moaned in his deep voice and my head snapped as I have never heard that version of his voice before, hearing my name coming out from his mouth like that sent me to another world and I just can’t explain the feeling…. it’s incredible.
Things got heated as I clenched onto him, digging my fingers deep into his skin as I bucked my hips forward to meet with his fast thrusting speed.
I closed my mouth as he hit a particular spot that made me squirm….I guess he didn’t like that as he shoved my hands away from my mouth, giving me a playful glare that made me less tensed.
“I want to hear your screams, don’t stifle it…..let it out” he said and I cried out as if it’s going to be my last, my eyes becoming hazier as his hard strokes made my brain turn up side down, sending me to cloud 9 and back in minutes.
Different inchorent words falling off my mouth as I lost my home training completely, I could barely recognize my own voice as he dipped his head in the crook of my neck, grabbing my thighs as he whispered something into my ears.
“I love you, Starlight” was the word I last heard as I shuddered beneath him, my legs curling up as we both got closer and closer to our climax as different waves of escasy hits me from different angles…..I found myself curling deeper into his arms as he placed a loving kiss on my forehead while brushing my hair backwards.
Mika stood stranded as she didn’t know where she is, it was really dark and Alfred said he wanted to get something but he never came back
She looks around as fear surged through her completely, making her body shivers as she dragged her feet on the ground, her phone started ringing and she a smile plastered on her face for a minute while she answered the phone.
“Roland?” She called in a shaky voice as she stopped walking.
“Are you alright?, I just wanted to check up on you, how’s the party?” He asked in a go and her lips parted slightly, she can’t believe he’s still concerned about her even after all she does is make fun of him.
“I’m stranded, a guy took me out and he left me…..I think Jasmine must be worried sick about me because I left without telling her” she said and Roland curses over the phone.
“Turn on the GPS tracker on your phone, I’m on my way” Roland said and hung up the call as her hands trembled….her legs became wobbly as the night darkness eglofed her.
“Why would Alfred do this to me?” She mumbles as she turned on her location and someone tapped her on her shoulders, she startled as she turned around and a pair of strong hands grabbed her neck tightly.
Her phone fell from her hands as she struggles to free herself but the grip was stronger as she was lifted off the ground.
Tears formed in her eyes as she looks down and saw a wicked smrik on ALFRED!!!!
No, no , no…. this can’t be happening, what the hell is going on?
“What are you doing!!!!?” She yells as she kicks her feet, his grip tightened as she slowly started to give out…..her eyes blurred as her struggling became weak and she started giving up to the darkness eloping her.
“Just die” Alfred said and she went limp immediately, her eyes closed as she started dangling on his hand, he smriked as he flings her away like a piece of paper, her body hitting the ground violently as she layed lifelessly…. blood dripping from the side of her mouth….he took a picture of her and kicked her repeatedly but she was stiff.
He walked away and drove off as Roland’s rented car pulled up almost immediately, his eyes widened as he saw Mika’s body, securing towards her as he grabbed her body.
“Mika!, say something!, Fùck!!!!” He groans in pain as Mika started coughing, his eyes lit up as she weakly looks at him, a small smile on the corner of her lips before she passed out again and he quickly carried her towards his car.
“You are going to be fine okay?, I promise” Roland said breathlessly as he ignited the car and drove off roughly.
THE NEXT DAY★★★
🌹Jasmine’s POV🌹
I snuggled deeper into his strong arms around me, caging me protectively as the sheets covered us in bliss.
My eyes opened slightly as the events of last night flooded my mind as my cheeks heated up instantly…..I could clearly remember everything even though it’s been hours, my legs still tingles from my orgasms…. yeah you heard me right.
His grunts and praises, my loud cries, honestly I never thought I had that nasty side in me, Jayson really brought out the freakish side that I’ve been hiding deep inside and made me say things I couldn’t believe.
I couldn’t help but smile, we stayed up for hours trying to get as much as we could, he really did made me scream his name, even more than he intended to.
I tried standing up but I felt a strong grip tightened around my waist as it draw me closer, his head on my hair as he practically snifes it…. he’s wide awake as our naked bodies glued together.
“Jayson I need to stand up” I whined and he sighed as he pulled me closer.
“I don’t want to let you go yet, don’t you think we should go for another round?, I heard morning s£x are freaking hot…” He said rawly and my eyes widened as I forcefully freed myself.
“Hell no, I’m not having you in-between my legs, not after what you did last night, I’m still recovering” I pouted my lips and a funny smrik appeared on his face as I sat up, pulling the sheets over my body but he yanked it off.
“Are you seriously hiding your body from me?, Don’t be silly Star” he said and my face turned red as I realized that we’ve already seen each other unclad.
“Don’t you dare make fun of me” I threatened with a smile and that really made him sit up as he didn’t bother to cover himself, my eyes widened as I looked away and he started laughing….. this is the first time I’m hearing him laugh freely.
“We’ve seen each other naked, why are you acting shy this morning, come on stop it” he teased and I couldn’t keep my mouth closed as I looked away from his face….my tummy making fluttering sounds.
“Oh really, now you are shy?, but you weren’t shy when you were screaming my name and shaking beneath me…..oh Jayson… don’t stop” he teased and I covered my face as my cheeks turned red like tomatoes, his laugher became watterly as he made me look at him.
“Are seriously doing this to me Jay?” I asked as my face brimmed red and I couldn’t help but smile as his hands trails my cheeks.
“I need you Jayson….. don’t stop!” He mimicked and I grabbed the pillow and hit him playfully as I dragged the sheets over my body, running into the bathroom.
I could clearly hear his laughter as I shut the door with a bang.
This man can’t possibly be serious about teasing me right now.
Chapter 33 & 34 : Forming New Bonds
🌹Jayson’s POV🌹
I watched her running into the bathroom with the sheets, even though she was limping a little she still managed to run before I could stop her, her giggles filled the bathroom as I sighed deeply.
For the first time in so many years, I’m laughing freely, I don’t know how to describe this feeling blazing deeply inside of me, it’s intoxicating, contagious, it’s something I haven’t felt in a while and my heart is just filled with lilies and raspberries…. sweet drenching desires that lits up my dark world.
Descovering her true identity is the biggest achievement of my entire life, I missed her, loved her, longed for her little touch and cheeky bone smile, a bubbly face with cute little eyes and soft plump hands, everything about our childhood was blissful and she still hasn’t changed a bit
She’s still smart, carefree, sassy, STUBBORN, and most of all…..my favorite.
I dropped my legs and fell the cold floor sending shivers down my spine, I can’t stop smiling, I would never stop smiling because I’ve found my missing rip, my entity, my source of happiness….. Jasmine is everything to me and now that I know I actually never lost her?, I’m going to keep her with me for the rest of our lives…..birth kids together, grow old together, and die in each other’s arms.
“Jayson what are you doing!!!!, Stop that!!!!” My mom’s shrill voice pierced through the entire room as as little me stood in front of the huge giant mirror, decorated with pictures of me and Jasmine.
My tiny eyes were dark and void of emotions as my mother’s sobs had no effect on me, my limps trembling as I held the sharp pointy knife, ready to dice myself open.
What I’m I living for if the only person that mattered to me is dead, I can’t live without her, I can’t breathe, all my brain’s conscious systems were shut down as I stared stark blank at the mirror.
My mom’s feet trembled, as her lips quivers.
“I can’t live without her” my little voice said qaukly and my mom fell on her knees….she couldn’t come close because if she did….. I’m going to stab myself, it didn’t matter anyway because I was going to do it, I want to be with the girl that stole my first kiss, my first trust, my first concern, her dark orbs that makes me get lost in the wild world of her charms.
“Son you can, trust me….I can’t lose you please!” My mom yells and I smiled weakly as I slowly faced her, she smiles brightly and my smile slowly faded as she also furrows in confusion….that confusion turned to terror screams as I dived the knife into my stomach, watching my mom scream her lungs out as I fell.
I fell with a smile on my face, a happy smile that I would finally be reunited with my true love, that smile was super as blood dripped endlessly, I felt no pain, no remorse whatsoever…..I was happy and fulfilled.
But all that was cut short as my eyes slowly opened and all I saw was white, I smiled a little at first as I thought that I have finally made it to heaven, I’m finally going to reunite with my Jasmine, my Star!!
But I never knew heaven scented to familiar, like needles and syringes….. smell of akward patients bundled in beds with different illness
Heaven was meant to be peaceful and calm, filled with rosy and charming scents, but then it dawned on me that I never really died and I just woke up from a week comma, pains surged through me as I clenched my fists.
Why is loving painful?, despitefully, wicked and heartless, love has no remorse or feelings, it will break you into shreds within a second and slowly I allowed the sneak into me and I embraced it widely.
Promising myself to never fall in love, to never see anything good in love, I’d rather toy with love before it toys with me again and leave me broken.
But now I’m smiling, my cheeks bones almost hurting but I don’t care, my life is complete and nothing can possibly go wrong now
My chubby cute princess has transformed into a beautiful godness, but do you know I still and would still have preferred the older version of Jasmine?.
Don’t look at me like that!, She was super cute with a bouncing cheeks and thick forearms, a flory princess gown that suits her perfect size, making her the center of attention, her brown orbs, coupled with her brown curls that drops all the way to her waist and her cute feet that each touch makes it feel like a pillow.
I shook my head as I remembered how she would whine and sob about being plus sized, she feels like the perfect girls are the slim ones, she says they could dress however they want without being criticized, but I killed that thought in her brain and she slowly starts to embrace herself and she became confident.
But one day, a rainy night, I stood with blood dripping from each corners of my temples as I watched their car burn, it burned right in front of me and my parents layed weakly beside the road, grively injured, i watched my Jasmine burn and I couldn’t save her, I was also madly injured, my ankle region was sprained, my elbows were bloody, the senerio was tragic as my younger brother whose name brings back nothing but pains.
He looked angry, of course his plans didn’t work as somehow, Jasmine intervained and took the speedy truck while my dad quickly swiveled out of the way but crashed into a tress.
My dad’s weak gaze landed on my brother as the cops arrived, he pointed at my brother but to our greatest surprise?, he was gone, no single trace of him and I watched my Dad earase his name and renounced him as his son, completely.
I slipped into my shorts as the memories of last night filled my thoughts, I smiled as I saw the naughty side of my princess, her whimpers, squirms, each sudden gasp and her clenching and nails digging, her sharp breath intakes, her arching, her screams, her longing for more everything made me filled fulfilled.
I don’t usually pleasure, I gain it but last night, something changed, I didn’t want her to do nothing to please me, I wanted to please her, worship her gorgeous body and in return all she needed to do was scream to the whole world that, yes!, I’m down there!
I held the door nob as I could still clearly hear the running shower, I was tempted to go in there, my whole body arched to fling the door open and make her drip, but if I do, then she might probably need crutches and I don’t want that…..yet.
I closed the door as I jugged down stairs and my eyes widened a little, I was smiling before but I guess it doubled because I saw the mastermind behind the return of my lost Starlight.
“Mom?” I smiled happily as I embraced her, she was shocked, yes, but she reluctantly hugged me back.
“Son, you are smiling?, do you realize that you are actually smiling?” My mom asked with a terrified look on her face and I chuckled.
“Are you surprised?, wow, I never realized that it’s been long since I last smiled” I said and scotted besides her and she nods.
Turns out she’s been here for a few minutes and decided not to disturb.
“It’s been years son, it’s been eighteen years since I last saw a smile on your handsome face” she rasped in shock and I couldn’t help but laugh.
And she shrikes away from me, her eyes bulging out widely has she looks as if she’s seen a ghost.
“You are laughing too?, where’s my daughter in-law?” She asked and I pointed upstairs.
“I think I came into the wrong house, I will just leave” she said grabbing her bag and three expensive phones as I stopped her, my smile still intacted as she finally calmed down, a proud smile on her face as she hugs me dearly, I felt the rush of emotions in that hug.
“You have no idea how happy I am seeing you smile, I thought I would come to see you scrunching your face and walking mindlessly” she said and I couldn’t help the burst of emotions in me.
I opened my mouth but no words came out,but rather the cutest voice that owns my heart.
“Scrèw you Jay, I still can’t feel my legssssssss” Jasmine trails as her voice turned high pitched at the last word, her surprised look on her face as she saw my mom sitting down close to me, I smriked as I saw the helpless crimstone of red plastered on her face as my mom furrows her eyebrows, both eyebrows standing up in a questioning manner.
“What happened to your legs Jasmine?” My mom asked, obviously confused or she chose to to read the meaning to what Jasmine said
Jasmine looked flushed as she climbed down the stairs completely, her hands together in a nervous way as no words came out of her.
“It’s nothing Mom, just a little lesson that was learnt well” I said and Jasmine facepalmed herself.
Before my mom could venture further, Jasmine hurriedly hugs her tenderly and she smiles, forgetting about everything as she welcomed the embrace of her only daughter in-law.
Jasmine shot me a glare and she pulled away and I couldn’t help but smile, my phone beeped and I excused myself, leaving the ladies to their chatter.
🌹Jasmine’s POV🌹
If embarrassment was a city then I’m pretty sure I would have been lost deep inside it as my eyes bulged out, I didn’t expect to see Mrs Mantinda here, it’s more than a surprise.
She obviously got confused and curious but luckily, even though Jayson almost jinxed it, I somehow managed to distract her and made sure I glared daggers at Jayson.
He’s such a freakstar and only God knows how Mrs Mantinda would have react.
Happy?
Angry?
Frown?
Or tease?
I sat besides her as Jayson excused himself and she finally looked at me.
“How did you do it?, I saw my son smiling like a baby, it’s been so long I saw that expression on Jayson’s face” she questioned and I looked at her in the eye.
I won’t say it’s because of my act, but maybe it actually is, or am I wrong?
I experienced something beautiful with Jayson yesterday and It wasn’t an act, I meant every single word I said, I meant every single reactions and expressions, I wanted him, I needed him, I needed his touch, for some reason his touch feels familiar, it brings back memories I can’t seem to remember, his lips are like strawberries coated in an ice cream pudding, it’s taste so fùcking familiar, so familiar that I could almost touch it and relive it.
But she doesn’t have to know that, moreover all this is nothing but a game to her, she wants to punish her son, but why does it suddenly feels so wrong?
“I’m just as surprised as you are Mrs” I said with a hesated smile and she took my hands and made me face her.
“Jasmine, don’t let your feelings come in between the reason you are here, keep your head in the game and don’t lose your guards, remember this marriage isn’t real, non of this is real, mixing pleasures with business is the number one way to total destruction, remember what brought you here” she said as our eyes bored into each other and I swear to God, I actually felt a sting in my eyes, tears were gathering and I just couldn’t let them down.
“I understand” I said, a false smile on my face as I slowly realsed her grip from mine.
How do I tell this woman that I’m not sure of what’s going on in my head any longer, I’m confused and I just can’t help but feel guilty, guilt is taking it’s hilts on me hard.
“You have two months left and I can already see great changes, keep it up” she said with a smirk and I slowly nod.
Looking away from her as my heart squeezed in hurt, I can’t bare the pains, it’s fùcking painful and if Jayson finds out?, It’s going to shatter him and I can’t stand that, I won’t let it happen, I care about his feelings now and he’s just to good to be toyed with.
Roland’s Apartment★★★
The deep pains as Mika slowly opened her eyes, she layed still as she studied her environment, it doesn’t smell like her house but rather a sweet scent of marble and rosy dents, it’s a really familiar scent that she’s come to recognized even if she’s been woken up from a deep sleep.
She jerkes up instantly as the fluffy towel fell off her forehead, she pressed her neck lightly as anxiety laced through her, she started shaking, the events of last night flooding through her as she literally felt the pair of strong hands straggling her, her struggling and kicking, his cold voice and empty heart, if she hadn’t pretend to stop breathing?, Then he would have surly killed her.
Her breathing got heavier as she remembered she dropped her phone on the ground yesterday, she shuts her eyes closed, digging her long fingers into her hair as she tried to breathe properly.
The door opened and Roland entered, he immediately smiled as she looks at him, she didn’t know why he’s so kind to her despite the fact that she hates him.
“You are awake!” Roland said with relief as he sat besides her, she tried not to inhale his sweet scent as she shifted slightly.
“Thanks for saving my life” she mumbles and he taps her shoulders friendingly.
“It’s okay friend, but who’s that guy that wanted you dead?” Roland asked and she bites her lips thoughtfully.
She doesn’t know Alfred personally, of course she hasn’t offended him before, they only met at the party and he insisted they stepped out for a cool ride, a cool ride to her doom.
It only means one thing, someone sent him, someone wants her dead, and there’s only one motherfûcker that would want her out of the way.
Delilah!
“I don’t want to place accusations yet, but I do have an idea of who sent him, and I will fish that person out and kill him or her” she said and Roland took her hands.
“I will help you” he said and she looks at their hands together, he’s already close to Delilah and telling him she might be the one would actually make him angry, she pulled her hands away from him and slowly stood up.
“Don’t worry, I will handle it and thanks once more” she said and he stopped her.
“I went back and brought your phone” he said cheekily and she gasped inwardly, taking the phone from him as they shared a long stare before she finally left, her mind hazy as fúck and Delilah is number one in her suspect lists.
“Yes, Alf, nice work….” Delilah’s voice surfaced the room as she sat down elegantly, her lips twrilling as she smriks while staring at the picture of Mika laying lifeless.
“She’s so clueless, for her to think that someone would actually want her?, That’s dumb” Alfred said and Delilah almost laughed but she hands him his phone.
“Ain’t that cute?, she’s really dumb indeed Alf, she loves Roland but she doesn’t want to accept it, but now?, I’m going to make sure she never tells him, too bad she’s dead now” Delilah replied as she stood up and walked up to a big picture of Roland placed in the front of her room, she caress it fondly as s beautiful smile plastered on her face..
“You love him alot now, don’t you?” Alfred asked and she smiles.
“Alf, your work here is done so get out, that’s your full payment!” She said as she tossed him a brown evelope and he caught it, he smriks as she dismissed him with her hands.
She heard the door shut behind her and she slowly turned to the big poster of smiling Roland.
“You are mine Rolly, and anyone who tries to take you away from me?, would definitely not live to tell the end of the story” she said as she smiles brightly, flopping on the bed as she sprawled widely, feeling fulfilled and accomplished.
“You are mine Rolly, all mine”.
Chapter 35 & 36 : A Heartfelt Confession
🌹Jasmine’s POV🌹
“Where are you going?” I asked immediately Jayson jugged down the stairs, he paused to look at me, he was smiling, something I can never get used to even though I try, honestly I don’t know why but I feel like there’s more to our relationship that it seems, I feel like I’ve known him for years, but each time I try to remember?, Everything just go blank.
“It’s Monday, Star, I’ve got work” he said and I mouthed an “Oh” as a frown formed on my face, he rubs his forehead as he walked towards me
“What’s the problem?, Why are you frowning?” He asked and I looked up at him.
“I’m bored staying here all by myself, can I at least go out with my friend sometime?” I asked and he shook his head.
“Jasmine, you don’t understand why I’m asking to stay put, I can’t risk anything happening to you, you have to be here, where there’s maximum security and I will assured that you are safe” he said and I furrowed my eyebrows, he saw the confusion in my eyes and pulled me closer into a warm hug but I wasn’t willing to reciprocate, am I in some sort of danger or what?
“What do you mean by that?, why will I be hiding?, who wants to hurt me?” I asked and he sighed as he pressed me tightly into the hug but I pulled away…. looking at him directly.
“Listen, someone I know threatened to hurt you because we are married, I know her very well, she can be a demon sometimes that’s why I always want you besides me, to be safe” he said and I couldn’t make sense of what he’s saying.
“Jay, nobody wants to hurt me, you are just making excuses and ashamed of people knowing that I’m your wife” I suddenly snapped and his eyes portrayed shock as I felt his grip slowly lossen.
“What are you talking about?, I’m worried about your safety and you are busy yabbing nonsense!” He snapped back and I chuckled, stepping away from him.
“Then who’s this mysterious person that wants me dead?, Tell me!” I barked folding my hands across my chest.
He sighs as he rubs his temples, I could see he’s struggling to control his anger as his face softens.
“You know what?, you can out but you aren’t going without security” he said and I shook my head negatively.
“I’m not some president’s daughter that needs protection, I used to walk freely before I met you and it’s going to stay that way” I said with a wave of my hand, I’m being stubborn, I know it but there’s no reason to cage me, he’s becoming overprotective and I don’t really like it
“Star, why are you making things difficult?, Who are you going out with?” He asked and I threw him a side eye.
“Mika, of course” I answered and immediately I remembered I haven’t heard from her since two days ago and she hasn’t called either
Fùck!, Did something happen to her?
“Fine, but make sure you are careful, I don’t want anything bad to happen to you…. again” he said and I hugged him tightly, but then my mind registered the last part of his sentence.
“Again?”
“Ummm Jayson, I would love to tell you something important, you know I wanted to tell you before but I couldn’t because someone interupted us, I’m going to make it quick” I said in a rush as that cold feeling siped it.
“Can it wait till later?, your stubbornness made me stay till now” he said as he wriggles out of my hold and started walking towards the door
“Seriously Jayson, it’s important, please can you spare a few minutes, please” I said stopping him but instead a peck landed on my lips as he proceeds to kiss my forehead afterwards.
“Once I’m back I promise to listen” he said and I couldn’t say anything else as he walked out, I griped my hands together as I slowly walked towards the couch.
I need to talk to someone about this, I’m dying in silence.
I brought out my phone and dails Mika’s number but instead the door bell rang and I opted to open it immediately, it can’t possibly be Jayson because he doesn’t use the door bell.
“Bîtch, longest time you fùcking betrayal!” Mika snapped playfully as she brushed past me, I stood numbed with my phone on my ear and her’s started ringing immediately, she threw me a stank look before ending the call
“Ummm, I believe I should be the one angry, you fùcking ditched me and ran away with Alfred” I snapped too and she flops on the couch
“Alfred?, More of like the guy who was sent to take my life!” She exclaimed and I gasped, walking towards her immediately.
“What in the hell’s name are you talking about?” I trailed off and she sits down facing me comfortably.
“After we separated, he asked me why this party is so boring and I was like yeah it is so he suggested we stepped out for a ride which I foolishly agreed to and before I knew it, he stopped in the middle of nowhere and said he wanted to get something, I waited for an hour but couldn’t find him, luckily Roland’s call came in so I told him what happened” she said and took in deep breaths as she stared at me, I nodded for her to continue.
“He cussed out and asked for my location which I turned on, immediately after that I felt someone tap me and when I turned the person griped my neck and started straggling me, it was Alfred!…..I saw he was keen on killing me so I pretended to be dead and he flings me, took a picture and kicked me severally before walking away, Roland came and saved me…..I could have actually died, gurl” she narrated and my mouth was wide open as words couldn’t describe how shocked I am.
“Do you have any idea who sent him?” I asked.
“Yes I do, as a matter of fact I know the person who sent him” she said and I stroked my chin thoughtfully.
“Who’s that?” I furthered.
“Some crazy bîtch named Delilah, she wants Roland and is bent on taking me out, I don’t even like Roland, she can have him but I’m definitely going to kill her before she kills me” she said and I chuckled.
“You love Roland, you are just being stubborn” I said with a smile and she shook her head.
“I’m dead serious, I don’t love him, we are just friends” she said with a funny face and I laughed out.
“I bet that Delilah girl will almost faint once she sees you alive” I said and she chuckles.
“You bet!, let’s go out sometime, not s freakish party though, just normal outting, I miss my bestie” Mika pouted and I nod.
“Yeah, I already talked to Jay about it and he said yes!” I sequel and she gave me a teasing look.
“Jay uhh?, you’ve given him a nickname already, that’s a good start” she said and I gulped down emptiness.
“It’s a contract” I suddenly blurted out and she paused for a minute before looking at me.
“What’s a contract?” She asked, trying not to believe the obvious, the eye contact between us could lit up a whole room.
“My marriage to Jayson, it’s not real, it’s a contract” I said and she slowly scotted away from me with her mouth wide open.
I was expecting that, I was actually expecting more than that.
She looks at me and back at nothing in particular as silence too over, now I wish the ground should split up and swallow me whole.
✨Jayson’s POV✨
Immediately I stepped into the firm, a lot people kept staring at me as if they saw a ghost, maybe it’s because I’ve been smiling all the way to work.
Do you blame me?, No right?
I have every reason to be happy since I’ve found the one I thought I’d lost.
I waved at everyone’s greetings while I just ingore some, it’s kinda overdue when everyone keeps saying “good morning sir”.
I walked into my office and Noah was already there, he froze for a minute before saying the next thing I knew he would say.
“You are smiling, I don’t know if you know this but you are actually smiling…. should I call the doctor or is everything okay, you need me to book an appointment with your therapist?” he said and I smiled harder, flipping my case on the table as I looked at him.
“You are funny but no, I don’t need to see no body because I’m fine” I said as I tugged with my tie.
“No you are not, I actually thought I saw another version of you, tell me what happened man!” Noah chimed in happily and I settled down
“She’s the one I’ve been looking for” I said without delay and Noah’s jaw dropped.
“No way, tell me it’s a joke” he said as he scrambled besides me.
“Do I look like I’ve the time to joke around, my Jasmine is alive and she’s with me, I’m married to my Jasmine!” I shrieked happily and Noah simply stood in awe.
“Whattttttt?, Is that how people change?, Woah, I can’t believe it, she literally transformed into something else” Noah said and I couldn’t agree less.
“But she still doesn’t remember me or anything about our past, I need to talk to the doctor that treated her years ago, he should be able to tell me why it’s taking so long for her to regain her memory” I said and Noah nod.
“It shouldn’t be that hard, your source should be able to get that information within a day” he said and I smiled.
“Yeah, and also I still need to know where her dumb uncle is, I swear to God, I’m going to kill him if I should ever find him” I said with a deep frown.
“First figure out why she’s still suffering from memory loss after eighteen years, I’m so happy for you dude” Noah said and I smiled
There are some many things to unravel in such a little amount of time.
“Why is it taking so long?, he ought to have finished her off, I already paid him!” Mandy half yelled and Gina flinched while Riley simply stood unbothered.
“You think it’s that easy?, For fûcks sakes that bîtch hasn’t left that damn hole she calls a house, and if he tries to go there, he will definitely get caught” Riley said and Mandy ruffles her hair as she paced angrily.
“Then what am I supposed to do?, time is ticking fast and Jayson would definitely start having feelings for her if I don’t end her soon!!!!” Mandy half yelled and Riley grabbed her hands to stop her from pacing.
“Will you put yourself together!?, She isn’t going to stay in that house forever now, will she?, sooner or later she’s going to leave that house and when she does, we will be out here waiting” Riley said and Mandy suddenly calmed down as she took in deep breaths.
“We got got your back and nothing will go wrong” Gina said and Mandy nods repeatedly.
“Sure, we got this” Mandy mumbles as she finally suppressed her raging anger.
“Brother I’ve got my eyes on them, nothing is going to happen to Jasmine….. she’s ours” Avia said as she entered the room and their Dad eyes were slightly open.
Laurence had a syringe filled with sedated drugs and Avia stood while he walked up to him.
“Good enough, once they are ready to strike, let me know and I’ll stop them” Laurence said as he slowly injects their Dad who was already weak.
Tears threatened to fall off Avia’s eyes but she held them in.
“Don’t you think this is too much for him?, He might die” Avia said and Laurence smriks.
“He’s going to be fine, don’t worry too much just keep an eye on those girls” Laurence said with zero emotions as uncle Bob’s eyes shut down completely.
Avia slowly walked away, unable to watch her dad suffer.
Mika left without saying a word as she didn’t know what to say to her bestfriend…..a contract marriage?, and she didn’t bother to tell her about it?
She shook her head as she took the elevator that leads to their resort and she stopped right in front of the glass door, staring through as she watched Delilah flaunting herself over Roland.
She smriks as she stepped back, isn’t it too early to reveal herself to Delilah?
“What are you doing here?” Jasper’s voice came from behind and she turned.
“Because I work here, why are you talking gibberish?” Mika answered with a frown and Jasper smriks.
“I see the new girl making a move on Roland fast, doesn’t that bother you?” Jasper asked and she rolled her eyes.
“Mind your own business, pûnk” Mika said as she walked away.
Immediately she left Delilah walked out, she looks around but only saw Jasper.
“I thought I saw someone else standing here?” she asked and Jasper simply brushed past her.
Ignoring her question completely and she clenched her fists, it better not be who she thinks it is.
“She’s dead, I’m sure of it” Delilah said as she entered and Mika poked her head out with a mischievous grin on her face.
This is going to be good.
🌹Jasmine’s POV🌹
It’s been hours and Jayson hasn’t returned home yet, I stood up and walked towards the door for the hundredth time to check if he’s back, I need to tell him the truth before he finds out himself.
Mika left without saying a word, I know she’s mad and if I were her?, I’d be mad too.
Don’t blame me though, it’s a secret and I already broke part of the deal by telling Mika, why am I betraying people that trust me?
I suddenly felt chills all over and I knew it was going to rain, I can feel it…..I hurriedly went upstairs to get my pills, I don’t even think I have any left.
More reason why I need to go out.
I opened closet and started scattering everything, I can’t find it, I don’t even have anything….. barging out as I grabbed my phone and dails Mika’s number…..
“Pick up, this isn’t the time to stay angry at me” I muttered as she didn’t pick…. fúck!
My heart beat crazily as I slowly slipped to the ground, my hands were starting to shake as I could clearly hear the cold breeze colliding with the windows, making squeaking sounds, I hugged myself tightly as the lights suddenly went off.
“No way this is happening now!!?” I shrieked as I took my phone, I tried opening it but I couldn’t because my eyes were blurry with tears…..my phone fell roughly on the ground and I flinched as I felt my throat akwardly drying up as I found it difficult to breathe.
I just hate the feeling of rain, I lost my parents in the middle of a heavy down pour and since then, I just don’t like hearing the sound of rain
I have anxiety disorder as well, coupled with why it’s been triggered by my greatest fear, and my nervous system loses control if I don’t calm it down with my pills.
I don’t even have anything here with me.
The darkness adding to my stress as I crawled towards the door…..I managed to open it as I heard footsteps, my ears stood up in alert as I tried make out the figure in the dark.
“Jayson?, Is that you?” I asked but I got nothing, my breath ceased as my anxiety trippled, my palms became sweaty as I moved backwards with my knees and hands.
The footsteps kept coming closer and I scrambled behind……I felt something cold behind my back.
“Jay!, say something, you are scaring me!” I yelled but my hands got grabbed in a tight grip as I struggled to free myself, my survival instincts at it’s peak as I tried biting the hands that held me but it’s as if I biting air, I can’t seem to get a hold of what’s struggling with me.
Fear, panicky taking it’s hilts on me as I screamed out…. holding my head tightly with both hands, trying to block out the noise of the loud sirens echoing endlessly in my ears…..the blinding lights of the ambulance and the little boy standing across the road while my Mom pushed me out of the window as I fell heavily.
My eyes were blurry and my head was heavy as a great force pushed me down and all I saw next was darkness…… collapsing on the ground but not after a familiar voice echoed through my ears.