Episode 6 : Jane’s Dilemma
Told all my friends I accepted Damian..
So, you accepted him cause you want his money? Debby asked.
You’re asking jane a question you know the answer to, Jane goes for the money and when the money is no longer there she leaves.. Jenny said.
Damian is different , I like him.
You like him for what he offers.
Nooo.. I feel this connection each time I am with him and I really want more..
That was what you said before you broke up with your ex..
I am trying to love Damain, he is the only person I want to see for now, you can’t believe I think of him all the time..
With the way he spends his money, Hmm, where does he work?
Not interested in where he works, I just want his love and part of his money..
Initially the relationship was working the first few weeks, he was not always around but he makes sure he visits..
We’re always hanging out in expensive restaurants, getting lots of gifts for me and my mother..
At a point he stopped coming around, his frequent calls drop..seeing him became a problem..
I was being taken care of by Damain but I wasn’t happy in the relationship..
Damain seems to be very busy that he barely have time for me.. he kept sending me money to make up for his excuses….
Most times we do not talk on phone, the relationship was tiring… no attention at all.
I know it wasn’t part of the plan but I needed attention from my man..
As the day goes by I find myself falling for him, I had this feeling I couldn’t explain..
It wasn’t just about the money.I call him most times to just come around so I could see him.
But I always get the same answer… “ I’m busy jane, I’ll see you when I am free I am sorry, I just sent you some money”.
Damain I don’t want your money please, I want you, I thought you said you love me ?
I love you but my schedule is tight I’ll make it up to you.
I am craving for your presence, I need attention, I want to be loved. Don’t do this to me…No matter how hard I try to convince him he doesn’t show up
This is the first time and first man I am begging for attention..
Jane, what’s wrong with you? I overheard you and Damain arguing on the phone.
Mum, Damain is not the man I think he is.
What has happened again?
He doesn’t call him, when I call he’ll hang up or say he’ll call me back, he doesn’t give me attention.
You don’t need attention jane, he provides for you that’s enough..
It’s not enough, I’m a woman mum, stop telling me about money all the time, I no longer care about his money..
Jane, Jane, Jane, I’ve told you Before that Damian doesn’t love you.., what were you expecting from him? Love? Care? Attention? All these doesn’t exist jane.. A man who really loves you will give you attention no matter how busy he is.. it’s obvious he is just playing with you..
Wait! Are you inlove with Damain??
Mum, just leave me alone please..
You don’t love Him jane, you accepted him cause he has been giving you money without you asking…
It’s not about the money..
If he’s not giving you attention then someone is in the picture, that was exactly what you father did to me, he stopped giving me attention cause he was in another relationship..
But we just started.
Don’t consider it as a relationship.. His work is in this city yet he doesn’t have time for you..5months of dating… well, you’re not loosing anything Jane, he provides, he gives you money that’s all that matters.
Is this how it feels to really like someone and not being liked back?? I guess I was the problem ever since..
My mother wasn’t helping me positively…
I felt I was single.. cause it’s been two weeks since I last saw Damain.. my messages were read but no reply..
No matter how hard I try to forget about it , it hits me, I have all the money but I wasn’t satisfied..
After 5 months Damain came around.. He already had everything planned..
He was buying my heart with money, this isn’t what I want..
He rented a unisex saloon for me… stocked it with lots of goods, got me a new phone..
I just want you to be busy too so you won’t feel it when I’m not around..
So, the essence of renting a shop for me is to keep me busy so I can get my mind off you?
Sort of, it’s an avenue to get your mind occupied, I want you to be happy Jane..
I am not happy, Why are you doing this to me?
Jane, my work is tight, and I need to fix somethings, for now there’s no time for us to actually be together. It doesn’t mean that I do not think of you, I love you for real.
Then give me your time please, I am draining.. I do not know what else to do anymore… at some point I felt I’ve met someone that will change my world but it seems the other way.
What else do you want me to do for you?
Damian, it’s not about me wanting anything, you’ve done enough without me asking. I just want us to spend the whole day together, I am not getting any love from you..
You’re nagging jane.
I am nagging??
Yeah, I just explained something to you, I expect you to see reasons with me and understand my point, you’re not getting it.
What do you expect me to do? Clap for you for always leaving in a middle of a conversation? I should be happy that a man that claims he loves me is not giving me attention? Why did you ask me for a relationship when you know you will not be available for me?
I call you and you do not take calls, you don’t even call back , you keep sending money, money is the man I am dating… don’t make this hard for me..
Jane, you’re overacting.. just calm down I’ll fix this okay, I’ll make out time to be with you..
Do you know how long I’ve been praying to atleast spend the whole day with you without any call from the office?
It’s obvious you value your job more, it’s fine..
I value you Jane, I value you more than my work, but my company needs me jane, I am also doing this for you, for us.. I want our lives to be more than comfortable.. just try to understand me..
It’s been 5months dating and I barely see you Damain 😢 I can’t even get close to you..
I am in love with a man I have no connection with, A Man that doesn’t care if he doesn’t see me for weeks..
I need to leave now, I have to go back to work..I’ll call you.
It’s always like this Damian.. you always leave..
I’ll call you Jane, let’s go, I’ll drop you off.
Don’t worry, just go, I’ll order a ride home.. I guess I’ll see you again in the next 5 months..
I love you Jane, I really do,believe me..
You don’t love me Damian.. I feel there’s more to this attitude of yours.
I’ll see you soon and we’ll talk about everything..
Damain left..
I was having thoughts of ending the relationship when next we’ll hang out, I can’t do this anymore.. I already love him, and it hurts me soo bad that he is not available..
Falling for a man that doesn’t care about my feelings..
How was your meeting with Damain Jane? My mother asked.
It didn’t go well, I am already tired.
He left you again right, Jane he doesn’t love you..
I love Damain mum..
But he doesn’t love you, you can’t love a man that doesn’t love you..
What should I do? I can’t help it. He is always leaving.. if he doesn’t love me he should tell me.
Awwwn, my baby Jane is in love, you’re embarrassing me, crying over a man is a No for me.. stop clouding your head about Damain, stop wishing for his attention.. you will only get yourself hurt.. he will never tell you he doesn’t love you..just go to bed and cool off.. wipe your tears…
Episode 7 : Growing Frustration
I woke up to a text message from Damain.
“ I know I’ve been distant Jane, I promise to change soon, I Love you”.
Am I supposed to reply this? I asked myself..
I called him, at this point I couldn’t control my feelings for him..
Jane, I sent a text.. how are you?
I’m fine, I saw your text.. I miss you Damain, can we meet again? Please.
Jane, I’ll be off in two months time.. I’ll come be with you.
Please Damain, I am lonely, I can’t go to the shop. I’m just at home. I Love you please come back.. two months is too much for me.. I endured the last one I don’t think I can endure this one.
I’ll see you soon Jane..
What kind of work takes a man away from his woman for months? I am getting tired and I am losing it. You shouldn’t have pushed me into saying yes to you..
Jane stop, I know how hard it is for you, it is also hard for me. I didn’t wish for things to go this way.. I’ll make it up to you I promise.. I have to go now.. I’ll send you some money so you can go out to a nice place with your friends..bye..
Hanging up again on me made me feel worthless, there’s no need to continue this relationship, my mother was right. I can never be loved.. Damian has pushed me.. I need to end this before I die while trying to give love a chance..
I already planned on leaving town to go meet my father, I’ll be taking them by surprise.
The next day I packed my luggage 🧳 I called Damain and I told him I needed some money, he immediately sent money to me.
I gues he just wants to keep giving me money..
Where you going Jane??
I’m going to meet my father. I need a break from all of this, including you.
Damain is the one making you act this way? You have to put yourself first.. by the way what will happen to your shop?
You’re here, you can supervise the workers till I am back..
Damain called me.
Why??
I told him we wanted a new apartment..
Soooo….
He asked me to go check around for the one we want.
Mum, don’t do this, you should let me know if you need anything, don’t ever call Damain for anything again, I am his girlfriend and if you want anything you should pass through me.. and why would you tell him we want a new apartment?
Ain’t you tired of staying here? I just want a new environment..
Dad can handle it.. this should be the last time you’ll ever ask him for money behind my back..
Extend my greetings to my children, they hate me because of your father…Tell them I miss them.
See you when I see you.
I ordered a ride to the park,, we were just few passengers, i paid for my ticket while we wait for others to come..
Minutes later I realized I was hungry, I told the driver I’d be back shortly..
I went to a nearby restaurant to get some snacks..
I was at the counter when a guy approached me.
We waved 👋 his hand and said’’Hello dear.
Good day sir.. I responded , he is looking young and vibrant, to be honest he is handsome.
Can I talk to you for a moment?
I’m in a haste sir..
I know, we’re on same bus..
You followed me up here,?
Not really..
My name is Felix, and you’re?
I’m Jane..
He paid for my snacks and we went back to the park together..they were already waiting for us, I grabbed my seat and he was the person sitting next to me .. we had a casual discussion on our way, for a moment I forgot about Damain , I fell asleep on his shoulders and he took pictures of me..
I found out he stays not too far from me.
Hours later I got to my fathers place..
He was excited as usual, I wasn’t in the mood for pleasantries so I went to my room..
My sister came to me, she was surprised why I came without informing them..
I came to cool off Mary, can I ask you a question,?
Yeah, why not…
You’re in a relationship right?
Yeah,
Okay, I met this guy called Damian, and for the past months we started he doesn’t show up at all, the little time he spends with me is just minutes, he doesn’t care about me, he doesn’t call..
Mary asked “do you love Damian”.
Yes Mary, I love him very much.. I feel lonely. We haven’t done anything yet though..
So, what is he not giving you attention?
I don’t know, it’s always about work.
You just have to calm down and talk to him.
I’ve done that severally, it’s not working.. he thinks money is everything..
Well, all I can say is I really cannot be with a man that has such attitude,maybe he doesn’t love you as much as you love him.. if he loves you he’ll definitely make out time for you..
So he doesn’t love me?
It’s obvious Jane.. how’s mum?
She’s fine. She sends her greetings.
Cheer up, don’t be sad.. you’ll find your own someday..
Felix called me, asked if I arrived safely.
I arrived safely Felix, thanks for reaching out.
Can we meet when you’re back to your base? Please…
No problem…
We finished talking and I was wondering why he wants to meet me again.. I hope he is not trying to ask for a relationship… I am still dealing with Damian’s attitude I really do not want another person to distract me or deceive me.
What if I say our father is not your biological father? Mary said.
What’s the meaning of that? Is that a joke or what?
I’m just joking jane, I wanted to get your mind off some things.
It had better be a joke Mary..
I stayed for one week.. Damain called just once but Felix was always checking up on me, sending me text in the morning and also night..
I tired to compare both, Felix was giving me the attention I needed more than Damian.. Damian’s was just giving me money and excuses..
At a point I was confused and h*rny at same time, a year gone and I haven’t been intimate with any man.
I left my dads place..
I met with felix and we hanged out frequently, he kept calling every minutes, he always want to talk to me, see me.. I was wondering why Damian bluffed me. No calls, no text.. no visit.
I was blank, I wanted to see him but I couldn’t.
Felix became my friend and I told him about me and Damian, I told him everything he needed to know.. he said exactly same thing my sister said “ he doesn’t love you”.
Heaven knows I love Damian..I was going through emotional trauma, thinking about him became my habit.. my mum cared less all she wanted was Damian and Felix to give her money..
I was with felix one day when he asked me to be his lover..
It was a tough one..
I’m in a relationship Felix.
You do not seem like you’re in a relationship Jane.
I know but I am trying to fix things with him.. I can’t accept you I’m sorry.. I know things are not working out between me and him but I cannot do this please.
I love you Jane, you need to move on, Damain doesn’t love you.. has he called you yet?
No..
you should break up with him but just give me this attention I’m asking for. I promise I’ll do better than Damian..
Felix, I don’t think I can do this..
🤫 felix kissed me.. I kissed him back… at this point I needed it. We kissed for some seconds , before I realized myself.
I’m sorry Jane, I didn’t mean to, I just cannot control my emotions towards you..
It’s okay, don’t do that again..I’ll just leave now..
I got home and was really regretting what I did.. he called to apologize again..
I told my mother what happened, she laughed and said “ you don’t love Damian Jane, if you love him you’ll not kiss another man”
But it’s cool, Felix is rich too…
Mum this is not about money.. it’s about my life and my feelings.. I still love Damian.
Unfortunately Damian doesn’t love you.
Days passed and I said yes to felix proposal..
Exactly 7pm I dialed damians number, and told him I needed a break.
Jane, I know you must be tired and stressed from the days activities,you need to rest okay,., I am in a meeting right now..
I am serious Damian, I’m done. I’m quitting. I am moving on.. you can date your job.
Where are you? I want to see you right now..
Damian, it’s over between us, I can’t cope anymore… I can’t do this.
Jane, I’m driving to your place right now..I am not a joke to you.. you can’t break up with me. I love you and I am on my way , I think my meeting can wait..
Get your stuffs ready, you’re not coming back.. see you in few minutes..
Damian are you crazy?
I think I am, l just left my meeting for your sake.. I am ready to make up for everything..I’m driving Jane, I’ll see you in minutes.. bye.
Episode 8 : Emotional Breakdown and a Surprise Visit
I actually thought Damian was joking, isn’t this the same person that normally says he’s busy, his cannot leave his work? Why is he rushing down here??
Is Damian coming?
Yes he is, that’s what he said.
Damian arrived.. I wanted to smile but I frowned at him. I was angry.
Are you not supposed to be at work? What are you doing here?
I had to leave in the middle of my meeting, this is a delicate issue Jane..
You’re joking Damian, what kind of play is this. ??
Are you ready?
Ready for what? I asked him still frowning 😾 at him .
I told you we were going out.. I think I want to spend some time with you.
Oh my God, this guys actually thinks I am joking.. Damian you’re not serious.
I know.. go get dressed… I know you want us to talk, let’s go somewhere and sort things out..
Jane, please I don’t like where this is going, follow Damian. My mother said winking at me.
I got dressed and followed Damian, he drove me to the hotel, where we met..
He took me straight to the suite…
You’re suposed to pay or tell them you’ve checked in.? I asked.
There’s no need for that Jane, I already paid.
Damian, I don’t understand, what’s going on ? Why are we here? I thought you’ll take me to your house, instead you brought me to an hotel? Why?
I prefer it here Jane.. let’s sort out our misunderstanding .
Firstly.. Jane, I am sorry I haven’t been around lately’ I needed to fix things and I want to be a better person for you. Forgive me.
I’m sorry damain, I can’t continue with you, it’s been like 8moths or even more than since we started but not a single day you’re not busy, it is always about your job and I cannot deal with it. I need a break.
If You have the power to walk away from the meeting today, then why haven’t you been giving me your time and attention? It doesn’t feel right.. I thought everything will go as I planned but it’s not, I went through pains, emotional pains and all you do is tell me you’re busy with work.
Do you know how hard it is for me jane. Do you have any idea what I’ve been going through lately? I am doing this for us…
What are you doing for us ?
Look jane, I am apologizing to you cause I value this relationship.
There’s no relationship damian.. I can’t call this a relationship.. I’ve moved on.. it’s over…
Really?
Yes, I cannot be with someone that doesn’t have time for me.. I have moved on.. you should move on too..
I feel terrible right now, it breaks me seeing you act this way, forgive me for hurting your feelings..
Sincerely, I think about you everyday but I also want to be sure your feelings are true..
I don’t understand…
Remember when I asked you want you wanted??
Oh! Wait! You feel I accepted you cause of your money? I don’t ask you for penny.. what I am asking for is attention damian, you can’t give me the things I am asking for, there’s no need to continue..
You’ve been avoiding me, were you actually testing me?
I wasn’t Jane.. you want to end this relationship for real??
Yes… I want to end it.. I no longer want to nag.
Knock! Knock!!
The door is open..
It was one of the waitress, she came with lots of food and drinks..
Why are you still here? You can leave now Stella..damian told the waitress.
Mr Damain I was told to deliver a message to you.. Stella said.
Go ahead.
The meeting room is not empty yet, your friends and client are still waiting for you..she said.
Stella, firstly I am going to forgive you for bringing this meal late, I personally told you when I was leaving to get everything ready, hand over the keys to me..
I’m sorry mr damian.
Shutup! Secondly, go back and tell them to go home, I’ll fix another date for the meeting, you saw me walk in with a woman right?
I… I…. Told them you were with someone but they insisted Sir.
They what?
They insisted..
You can leave now, I’ll call them myself..
Stella left..Damian picked up his phone and called someone.
Hello, Mr damian.
Sending Stella to pass a message acros to me is disrespect.. the meeting is canceled.. tell everyone to leave…..
But … Mr Damian. We…
I am with a woman and I am trying to save my relationship.. I’ll fix another date for the meeting. hangs up
I was speechless, not knowing what Else to say I asked.
Who are you?
I am Damian, go freshen up, our conversation is over..
What?
You heard me Jane..
I didn’t know when I sat down..
Damian got up, locked the door and sat down.
The room was silent for a moment…
So you mean, you just told your friends to leave? And I’ve been all alone waiting for you, you can actually create time for me but you choose not to.. why?
Jane, I told you we’re done with this.
You can’t shut me up cause you have money damian, you can’t play with my feelings and expect me to keep quiet, if its the money I no longer want it..
Why are you hiding things away from me? You’re keeping secrets.
I am not hiding anything away from you, we met and talked, we’ve been talking but never for once have you asked me the type of job I do. Since you didn’t ask then , there’s no need to ask now.
I am sorry I had to say all of that, I have no excuse.. I Love you still.. I have feelings too.. being a man doesn’t mean I always have to be strong, sometimes I am weak..Forgive me let’s start all over.
Do you think I can just cancel my meeting because I want to rest? I did it for you Jane.
Where do you work? I need to know.
It’s not necessary now.. no hard feelings Jane.. but you should stop talking…the food is getting cold let’s eat.
I ate a little, and drank.. I was sad… in order to forget everything happening lately I opened a can of beer and drank all of it..
I was already getting tipsy, I went to the bathroom, I sat in the bathtub 🛀 turned on the water.. I stayed there for minutes thinking about damian and Felix.. I just accepted felix cause damian has been busy for no reason , now he’s back. Damian was being hard and soft at same time, making me confuse.. when I want to believe he doesn’t like me, he’ll act like he likes me..
Damian came.
You’re a bit drunk Jane.. you took too much alcohol.
Why did you come back?
I came back because I love you.. I’m sorry for my words.. I never meant to hurt you Jane.. I was scared… but I know better now.
I love you.. I’ll change.. do you still love me?
No damian..
Damian didn’t believe me, he grabbed my lips and kissed me passionately.. I’ve been praying for this day.
I was no longer tipsy, he knew I wanted it.
You should take off your clothes damian.. They are already wet. I said heavily breathing in and out.
He ignored what I said and continue kissing me, I held his hands and moved it across my chest..
It’s been more than year since I felt this way..
He touched me without a break, whispering to my ears “ I love you”
I helped him remove his shorts 🩳 and shirt.
I touched his chest, he has the body of a man that I need.. but he wasting time. He knew I wanted s*x. But he wasn’t ready..
Can you go in? Please, my whole body is shaking damian..
Let’s go to the room Jane. I guess we’re done bathing..
Damian please, I need this right now. I am begging you..
Why not clean up, go to the room, lie on the bed and shutup.. I’ll be there in five minutes..
This damian guy is really crazy.
Episode 9 : Commitment and Acceptance
I left the bathroom and went to the room, I noticed my phone was on silent , Felix has also called.
I turned on the television just to keep myself busy..
Damian came out naked, 🤤 I loved what I saw., he’s soo huge and everything was staring at me, I was forced to get up just to get a closer look and be sure of what my eyes saw.. Damian has a nice body figure.
I kissed him this time, i could feel his hands running all over my body giving me this tingling sensation .. “This is my man “ I said to myself..
At this moment, I was waiting for him to do what he was supposed to do. It took him a while, he actually did not say it..
He sat on the chair and asked me sit on his laps.. I had to obey him cause my mind was already fixed on having pleasure…
I think you should use protection damian.
Did you cheat on me? He asked.
Noo, I didn’t.. I just want to be in a safe side.
What are you scared of Jane.
I don’t want to get pregnant now, I’m scared.
Can we just make love and talk about what you’re saying later? If I get you pregnant then I’ll fully take responsibility… don’t be scared, I’m here to stay.
I’m sorry damian.
He continued to play with me before getting in. We had s*ex and it was pleasurable..
I’ve actually seen someone that can talk and I’ll just freeze, I think I am going crazy for damian… I am really sure I love him more..
You should be sleeping jane.
Do you really love me?
If I don’t love you I wouldn’t be here with you, I love you Jane, I’m back for real.. I want us to work on this relationship, I really want it to last and I can’t do it alone, I want your commitment..
If there’s anything you need you can just tell me and I’ll get it done..
Our parents marriage failed, I want ours to work out jane. Choosing you as my partner means making you my wife..
I want to be the man you’ll be proud of, I want to be your life partner..
I may have messed up, but believe me when I say “ I love you”.
I know I’ve not been able to show you how much I care, you mean the world to me jane, I am asking for another chance, I will not mess it up again..
Just love me as much as I love you,, .
I slept on his chest, I was confused but happy about the change..I have no idea if what I feel for damian is real love. I know I feel something for him.
Exactly 4am he woke me up with light kisses on my back, I knew he wanted us to rough the sheets again..I really did not hesitate to give in.. I wish he could stay in there forever..I slept again till 10am.
I have a surprise for you, Damain said waking me up with some paper documents.
I got up and opened it, he had already purchased a house in my name.. I was surprised.. we didn’t talk about it.. why?
Your mother called me and said she was tired of the current apartment you guys live, so I thought It’s best I buy a house for you and your mother in your name..
I knew she called you, she told me but you would have discussed it with me.. this is too much damian, you already got a business for me now this? Why?
I’m doing all of this cause I love you and I want you to be happy…. Let’s go move you and your mums things..
Thank you for everything..
And thank you for accepting me back.
We got home and moved our things to the new house, he also helped us move and arranged some stuffs.
My mother was happy and dancing..
I told you all you need to do is ask and he will respond.. were you not angry when I told you the other day that I called damian, you were giving me warnings never to call damian and ask for anything, now who is the new landlady? It’s you Jane..
Tell him you want a car Jane.
Mum, you’re too fast in asking.. I love damian for real I am not after his money anymore.. he loves me and I love him too.
Love doesn’t exist Jane. Money first before love.
With damian I believe love exist.. I am giving love a chance and there’s no going back.
Damian and I really loved each other, he wasn’t busy anymore.. I had access to his private line, he trusted me with everything..
We were more than love birds. I avoided Felix for long.. I turn off my phone all the time I was with damian..I want this relationship to last..
I love him more than before, he didn’t stop surprising me and telling me how much he loves me.
I invited Jenny over, she was surprised to hear me say that I love damian, it wasn’t the plan I know but I feel I love him.
Jane, you love him cause of what he is doing for you.
No Jenny, I really love him now, the problem is felix,, how do I tell him I am no longer interested in a way that he wouldn’t be hurt?
You just have to tell him that you’re back with damian, after all he knows about your relationship, the person you should be worried about is damian..
I don’t want to hurt him.. I should have waited..
You were too quick to say yes to him.
I wanted to forget about damian..it wasn’t my fault.
I think I have to leave now jane.. I’ll see you when you come back..
I finally had the opportunity to call felix immediately damian left the room to get something from the reception.
I told him I wasn’t interested in the relationship..but he wasn’t having it.
I am sorry felix, I’ve reconciled with damian and I can’t do this anymore .
Is that why you’ve been ignoring my calls and text? When are you coming back we need to talk about it..
There’s nothing to talk about felix, you’re not listening to me.
I am listening and I will talk to you when you’re back.see you when you get back.
Immediately his call dropped my mother called me saying she had good news for me..
What happened mum.
I’ve found a solution to all of our problems.. come back soon.
I was curious to hear what she has to say and also finally break up with felix.
I told damain I was leaving.. he decided to drop me off… after he left I went to meet felix..
He was trying to persuade me to give him a chance but I wasn’t having it.. if there’s anything I hate is to cheat on my partner, I am sorry felix but I can’t.. I don’t hate you just try to understand me, I can’t cope with you both..
It was hard breaking free from felix, he asked me to spend the night with him.
I know what he was trying to do, I refused his offer, he asked for a kiss. A goodbye kiss..
I obliged and we kissed again, this kiss lasted for 8minutes.. I finally told him goodbye..
I went home and waited for my mother to tell me the good news.
She asked to know about damian of which I told her everything, I opened up to her that I love damian now, he apologized and promised to be better for me..
Mum, I no longer want money, I want to love damian like he loves me..
You make me laugh jane.. you know you don’t love him, you started falling for him when he was showering you with money, have you seen what he has done for you? He has given you everything and it makes you feel you’re in love.. what about felix?
I just broke up with him.
You see, you broke up with him cause he cannot offer you half of what damian has offered..
You’re wrong mum, I love damian, sometimes I believe you’re the cause of my problems, my failed relationships, most times I want to believe everything my father said about you but I won’t. You really do not care about my happiness.
I’ve never loved any man, I’ve never begged any man for attention but I was craving for damian, I took a break cause he wasn’t around, I broke up with Felix cause I do not want damian to find out about us. I am being careful not to hurt his feelings mum and here you are saying all this my actions toward damian is not love?
Silly girl child, you’re sticking to the plan, remember what your father did to me.. stop fooling around..
Are you even my mother? Putting your interest first Before mine?
Before I forget, I met someone who is way richer than damian, he wants a wife and I told him about you..
Soooo.
He promised to get me a car and buy us a house if I persuade you to marry him..
Are you for real?? I asked.
Yeah..
We just moved in to the house damian bought ….
I want another house to be bought in my name jane.. I want to acquire the things I did not acquire when I was with your father and you’re going to help me achieve that.. I need to pay your father back for everything he did to me.
Is this about my father? What about my happiness?
Your happiness will come.. you and I will have access to all his inheritance..you’re getting married to him and you’ll divorce him later.
What type of a mother are you? Why are you advising me to do this? I can’t do it mum. Damian is the man for me and I will not hurt him.
Let him go broke you will be surprise your love for him will fade.
It will not fade..
I already fixed a date for you and him, next weekend. Get ready.
Episode 10 : Internal Conflict (Love, Money, and New Beginnings)
Thinking about what my mother told me got me worried, how can a mother push her daughter into doing things for her own benefit??
I should have known form the beginning she didn’t mean well for me, now she’s saying that I have no feelings for damian.. I wouldn’t have listened to her all these years,,, giving me the wrong description about life..
Since I met damian I’ve learned to love and be contented, my mother isn’t contended with what she has, I was once like her, hungry for money and having lots of failed relationships, rating people with the amount of money they spend on their spouse.
Initially Damain was giving me money without affection but thank God everything worked out for my good.. the plan was to drain him but seems I am the person getting drained..
Hello damian, I miss you and I need you here with me, can you come? I asked.
Where are you?
I’m home..
I’ll come pick you up in the evening..
Wow! Damian really changed a lot. He was always there and always giving me the attention I need, no more excuses…
Felix was still calling me and it was getting me angry.
You should stop calling felix, I don’t want any trouble..
Jane, I miss you, I want to see you please.
I’m not home, stop calling me. I thought we’re done?
I think of you everyday and I know hat I love you.. damian will only break your heart.
He won’t.. stop calling me hangs up.
I couldn’t wait for evening, I was already packing my luggage.
Where are you going again? You do not take your business serious why?
I want to spend some days with damian, and you’re here you can monitor the shop for me, I’ll call one of the workers to send me datails of everything sold and what I need to replace.
Don’t forget our date jane, he just called me..
That’s not my problem mum.
I know it’s not your problem but you have to do this… Damian has been nice to us, I really do not like this idea,. Telling me to marry a man for your own benefit is ridiculous.
I want the best for you jane.
That’s not the best for me, I already have the best and the best is damian.
Hours later Damain came., this time he drove me to his house, he actually lives in a mansion… I guess this relationship isn’t bad after all.
I thought you were not going to come.
Nah, I’ve changed, I realized I need more time with you also….
Why have you decided to take me to your house?
We’re planing our future now Jane, I want you to be my wife..
Let’s calm down and still get to know ourselves better.
I’ve known you enough to get married to you. I love you..
I love you too damian..
He took me round his house and I was still wondering the kind of job he does..
Don’t you think I need to know any of your family members? I asked.
You’ll meet them soon jane.. I already told them I have someone I wanna marry… they can’t wait to meet you but….
But what….
I’ll take you home after our engagement..
We stayed together for three days, he wasn’t rushing to go to work. He put everything on hold.. everything was going fine, no arguments, no fight, just happy moments, laughter and lots of s*x..
I went to shower and I began to hear my phone ring.. it was ringing nonstop, I was wondering who was calling me, I thought it was my mother or my friend..I was trying to hurry up so I could know who the caller is.. I heard my text message beep..
I quickly finished bathing… I went to back to the room only to find damian holding my phone, he didn’t talk to me for some minutes.
I was nervous… He gave me my phone and asked me to open it..
Damian. What’s wrong?
Open your phone jane…
I opened it and realized he saw the text that just came in from felix “” I miss the way you kiss me without holding back, I miss you Jane, I can’t wait to kiss you again, I love you””. All the calls were from felix.
I sat down confused, how do I explain this?
Who’s he?
Damian, he’s my ex, we didn’t date at all.
You didn’t date him? But you kissed him jane, is he the reason why you always put your phone on silent each time we’re together, I noticed you always do that but I had no idea why, my doubts have been cleared.. you’re cheating on me jane.
I’m not cheating on you damian.
Then who is felix and why did he sent such text?
You’re flaming up damian, this is just a misunderstanding.
A misunderstanding??? Jane, are you being serious right now?? , why are you cheating on me with some guy?
Damain I met him months ago, the period you were avoiding me and not giving me attention, I wanted to date him but I couldn’t cause I love you.. I am sorry.. it wasn’t intentional, I thought being with him will make me forget about the way you were treating me.
You couldn’t date him, but you kissed him.. how does that sound?
Damian it was a mistake, you can call him to confirm, he’s doing this cause he knows I am with you. I am sorry..
Get dressed Jane, you’re going home..
Damian please , believ me this is not my fault, I am not cheating on you.
Jane, get dressed.. I am booking a ride for you right now..
I’m not leaving 😢 I Love you damian, Felix is trying to get to me for ending the relationship.. he is trying to make you leave me. Please damian I would never hurt you..
Your ride is here..just leave..
Don’t ask me to leave damian, you have to listen to me.
Your ride is outside.
If I walk through this door to that car , I’ll never come back damian..
It’s that a threat?
It’s not a threat, it’s better you tell me you’re breaking up with me than telling me to leave..
Just leave jane, I am angry right now and I don’t want to hurt you. Can you please leave?
No! Cancel the ride, you can hurt me, if hurting me makes you feel better then it’s fine.
Are you walking out on me ? Damian.
Since you said you’re not leaving then I’ll leave.
Wait damian, don’t leave, it’s…. It’s your home and I can’t stay here all alone, I’ll just leave..
I was already crying, damian has really made me love him too much.
Jane, are you crying?
No.. I’m not..
I hate it when my woman cheats on me, I hate games, so I don’t play them..
I just canceled the ride, get dressed Jane, we’re paying felix a visit.
What?
Yeah, wear something nice.
Damian this is not right. You do not trust me.
I trust you Jane, it’s the text message and the frequent calls that I don’t trust.. let me have your phone..
Damian… you don’t have to do this.
Is there any skeleton in your cupboard? Damian asked.
Noo, I am not cheating on you, you don’t have to go to someone’s house and embarrass him.
I am not going there to embarrass him, just want to ask him few questions, you asked me to call him right?
I know I asked you to call him.
You’re already shaking I can feel it.. let’s go pay felix a pleasant visit sweetheart..
Damian you’re scaring me..
I am not.. I need to know who felix is.. I’ll be outside waiting for you Jane.